what you say you are you are not.
go critique yourself.
(Find who you really are, and who you are not,
and be Criti Cally)
base it on That premise and not on what you say you are.
Thought-stream turbulence ahead!
It's like wearing a garment inside out, for the utter change of it and accompanying perspective and revelation. You should never have to do it you should only want to do it. Have a look at the 'what' and 'who' now.